my destiny, my nirvana...

floating

2007-09-18T02:26:00.000-07:00

im so tired of my job..i wanna give up.everything's the same, i'm not learning anymore.this is not the kind of life that i want.i learned what i need to know. i'm like a robot, immersed in a program that you need to repeat over and over again.i admit that i earn a lot, i can buy whatever my heart desires, but still i feel empty.i want to be with my family during weekends, i want to go to church on sundays, i want to be with winnie during his free time, but i can't..
friends say "sayang ang pera girl, ung sweldo mo 4x ng sweldo ng regular office people".but i don't care, fishy as it may sound, but i need to take a breather, i need to give quality time especially to my mom..i want my life back..call center job makes me a zombie..

excess...

i got to watch feu- ust match the other day..orange was right, even though i've been out of school for a year and a half, hearing those familiar sounds and seeing those black and yellow colors still gives me a certain rush..siguro am just too proud to be a pilgrim of those old portals.

Lord, help me

2006-08-31T21:47:00.000-07:00

Lord, help me to forget the past, help me to understand Your will...help me to comprehend all the things that crossed my path. Please make Tatay ok up there, i miss him a lot, especially now that Christmas is coming. Tell him that everyday, EVERYDAY i miss him more.. Each passing day , o God, as I look to those kids with their fathers hugging them, sweeping them in those sturdy arms, I remember how my father fought for his life just for his family..I remember him holding my head, telling me to sleep beside him..

Help me to forget the pain that the resident doctors caused my family...for killing my dad and for the single mistake that they made- medical malpractice.

And lastly, help my mother...she loves Tatay very much and i know that she misses him more than anyone else down here.

and another thing God..
please kiss my tatay for me...

tatay

2006-06-15T18:33:00.000-07:00

i lost my dad..so soon..actually i did not recognize it, or maybe i was still hoping that one day, he could get up from that bed, and eat crispy pata and everything..he was a strong man, stronger than any daddy in the world..hes my life, the cause of my existence.he never let us feel that hes in pain, he made us calm even though he knew that he would leave us anytime..just came from Singapore, he wanted me to find my life there. he didnt want to see me helpless here in the phils., he wanted me to be happy.on the day before i left, i talked to him, i told him, "tay pagaling ka ha? gusto ko pagbalik ko, magaling kana para makauwi na tayo.." yet when i came back, hes weak, heavy as a sack of rice..when i arrived in our room, he showed me the sweetest smile a father can give to his baby..and i miss him..i miss his voice...sabi ko nga sana ako nalang ung nakahiga dun para di nya mafeel ung pain ng sakit nya..i wanted him to live, PERO UST KILLED HIM. Medical malpractice..is that ust? my god, am a graduate of ust, and im ashamed that i studied there..really...MEDICAL MALPRACTICE..shame on them...soeday we will get even..

guys!

2006-04-22T20:03:00.000-07:00

helo guys i miss u so much im so busy sa work ryt now sowi ngayon lang ako post...sobrang new world eto 4 me...but am adjusting...i hope to c u all soon, plp kelan b reunion?????

4C

2006-03-09T18:35:00.000-08:00

sguro this is definitely one of the best moments na di ko pagpapalit...being a 4c is something that im very proud to say 2 da whole damn world..it's never goodbye,it's just "see you later"...

salamat sa pagkakataon na binigay nyo sakin na maging family ko kayo.. ive never met such kind of people who r not afraid to show who they really are, and who make friendships out of different personalitites and ideologies..salamat salamat..

ali= ung tunog ng heels nya pag naglalakad sa room, khit nkapikit ka u wud know it's her..
mykulite= "amuy gwapo" and yung paggicing ko syo twing umaga sa exptl ntn..
leah= "chismosa" ng buhay ko..(twag smin ni sra. dati sa spanish)..salamat dhil nkilala ko ung
taong mamahalin ko..
laura= miss na kita...thank u sa advices m skin lalo pag sa boys..mwaaahh
lola= "duermes tu, duermes tu.."
annabets= sarap nakawin ng damit mo!!!!!ang kikay kase!!
papa jaycee= ung kamay nyang parang octopus..
roanne= andito lang ako..
lele= slamat dhil ntutuwa ka sa "jamonds" ko..
orange= sis ko yan, nanyanyanyare..
joel= "anak", pati mga sayaw mo mamimiss ko..take cre of mabs ok?
powerpai= ang tanklet, pati ung mga bag mung type na type ko kidnapin..
papa jorge= "gudmorning papa jorge!"
chika= mamimiss ko ung chicken sandwich mo, pati ung sweetness mo..
ghala= kasama ko sa hirap at ginhawa, kasama sa kainan, pati ang Bibbo hotdog nkilala ko dhil
sknya..
nina= ung boses mo..
veron= alam naming masaya ka sa bgong mga kaibgan, pero andito parin kami para syo ha..
alan= thank u kc d ka naiinis skin pag tinatawag kitang corned beef..
lynard= do what u want to be..pag ginusto mung mging doctor, magagwa mu..kaya mu yan..
kyang= mamimiss ko ung tawa mo..
louanne= mataray pero natutuwa ako sakanya tlaga!!
ren= eat eat eat eat eat
jelo= ngayon ko lng ndiskubre ang misteryo n nsa ilalim ng adam's apple mo...bwahaha
jen= cumlau...sna hinde ka tres sa spanish..
mary= say hi to "mama pj" 4 me..sana after grad kyo na ulit..
gj= one of the most intelligent people sa clas..sa totoo lang hanga ako sa yo..
arra= pinaka may kakaibang coltym sa plp..
mabs= mamimiss ko ung summer classes ntn s chem, s advices mu..slamat..
ness= slamat sa pagdamay
SD= "teddy is missing"
phnas= ung sulat mung mega liit..
dyosa= slamat sa pagiging mbuting kaibgan..alam ko mahal m kme, brutal nga lang..hahahaha
czar= noms naaalala mo b ung s anxiety thesis?? slamat dhil nligtas mo buhay ko..
she= pucca pucca pucca
gay= slamat sa pag-aalaga m sa samin
rhezi= hotdog sa umaga..mahilig sa hotdog, ehem...
trish= kasabayn ko sa exptl., sbrang sarap kausap lalo pag seryoso..

just like that

2006-03-07T20:36:00.000-08:00

lately ive been thinking...tgal na pla ko nandito sa lumang lungga ko..masyado nasanay sa pasikot sikot wala ng ibang magawa paulit ulit nalang...just like a butterfly...i cannot be a catterpillar forever..needs to undergo metamorphosis...when the time is up, struggle for the light, move your body, breathe....then fly.

leaving these portals is a drastic move, just like every step in a chess game, you can win a kingdom or be left shattered.. when i move, i cannot go back..i can always think about the past but i could never turn back the hands of time..

dagdag lang..

2006-02-20T18:26:00.000-08:00

sa plp kahit d na kami buo,at alam nyo cinu snasabi ko.. gusto ko malaman mo na mahal na mahal ka namin at kahit iba ang direksyon na pinuntahan mo, gusto ko ipaalam na maligaya kami para sa yo at nandito lang kami..nakaagapay pa rin..anu man ang mangyari..

friends

2006-02-17T20:41:00.000-08:00

for my good friends...few of the greatest blessings in my life....

sa PLP..

salamat sa 3 and a half years na magkakasama..weve bin through a lot and i cant say that we had a perfect friendship, BUT we had a beautiful bond...we're more than barkada, we are sisters and forever na yun..thank you dahil u guys taught me how to walk in different roads..maraming joketime diba, pag humirit na si orange la na tawanan na yun..because of you i realized that i should share more than i could give..that friendship doesn't stop in the superficial aspect, pero yung friendship is a life- long process, continuous na pagdiscover ng something new..mamimiss ko yung kantyawan natin lalo yung pag umaatake yung pagkanarcoleptic ni lola, ung kotse ni dyosa, ung "orange and lennon", ung pagsesermon nyo sakin bout sa lovelyf ko..and yung paulit ulit na pagreremind ko sa inyo tungkol sa payong wallet at cellphone..as i look back sa dinaanan natin, drastic changes ang ngyare, mas naging mature tyo smehow, mas nagmellow when it comes sa aggression levels and mas naging realistic..frankly am so scared of leaving you, but i know that we'll make it..we must learn to flap our own wings and do what we want in life..and kahit magiba- iba yung direction na pupuntahan natin, we will always be connected..kasi nga magkakapatid tayo diba? love u dyosa, lola, ghala, range, arra and vee..and salamat...

4 months na....

2006-02-07T21:54:00.000-08:00

4 months na kame, ang saya ko...yeah 4 months pa LANG pero it seems like eternity na..we've bin through a lot, from minor tampuhan (na ako ang madalas magsimula), asaran, selosan (asar talo kase ako), muntikan ng magcooloff, at hanggang sa maospital ako..sbrang nafeel ko lang na "gosh he loves me pla tlaga" nung nagdonate cya ng blood for me..(yung isang nagdonate e ang kaibigan kong c caesar, tnx noms and gay.. ill b forever grateful..)actually sinabi ko lang sa kanya na am in d hospital and i nid blood donations, and without hesitation, he went to the hospital, met my whole family, and off he went to the blood bank with kuya..i knew he was damn nervous bout the blood letting, and meeting my mom, pero he did it..just for me...on the eve of our 3rd month..i wouldn't meet him kung wala c lei and iman (tnx chismosa...sobra...), i swore to myself i wouldnt have a "singket" boyfriend, pero asus i ate my words..it's ok, i have the best boyfriend naman hehehe..am happy na i found my happiness and grateful ako kay mama mary she gave me one of the greatest gifts that i could ever receive..sana magtagal kame..ehem..makatagal sana sya saken..

2006-02-02T22:43:00.000-08:00

i want to find a new ground but am scared of facing another dimension..i want to be free of my guilt but sometimes i long for the pain..it tickles my soul, it stirs up my illusions..When i think of happy moments,i feel good.. i love the way it travels to my spine and i enter neverland..this is my place..my nirvana..

aloha....

2006-02-02T17:54:00.000-08:00

hi guys im here sa library and grabe d ko lam kung abnoy me pero d ko parin feel na magdedfense na...am starting to luv our thesis sa ayaw o sa gusto...that's our final task e..make or break..sana lahat ok yung thesis makapasa sana tyo lahat dun..sabagay 4c tyo..survivors db..labshoo guys..time's running up...

ewan ko ba...seryoso na to...

2006-01-27T00:31:00.000-08:00

serious na tyo..bumabalik nanaman ung dati sakin..ung bigla ko naiisip ulit si mike(ex ko)..ewan ko ba..sabi ko nga sa sarile ko, makuntento na ko dapat sa buhay ko ngayon, madaming kaibgan, ok ang pagaaral, anjan c winnie..pero di ko lam bkit ganito ung feeling ko,wala na ung love, pero ung malaking butas sa sarile mo, andun..dumarating sa kin ung feeling na sana nakapagsorry ako, sana nagkita muna kami bago nya ko iniwan mag-isa.siguro kung nakapagsori ako dahil sa nasakal sya sken, cguro ung nraramdaman ko na kulang, matagal ng wala..lam nyo naman na happy na ko SBRA sa bf ko ngayn, pero sana nbgyan pa ko ni god ng chance na makapagsorry sknya..i still think of him lalo pag magisa ko sa kwarto ko, naiisip ko lage, "if ganito, if ganyan.." puro if...cguro kung may dream ako, un ung makita ko sya ulit, makamusta, ipakilala ung taong pinakamamahal ko ngayn at humingi ng sorry sa hindi pagiging "ideal gf" nya...kase till now, dinadala ko parin yun..

aloha!!!

2006-01-26T23:57:00.000-08:00

hi guys sori ha ngayon lang paramdam kase ala lang nakktamad na magpost...ewan ko ba..sa exams naten di ko lam sinu gumawa nung kay dementor picassoh..d ko lam kung di lang ako nakinig , di tlaga tinuro o tlagang hopeless me sa spn2..happy me sa tennis regarding our practicum freaky sbrang nice nila unlyk b4 mabibilang mo lang ung nice sa yo..ay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!alam nyo ba my dictionary na ang plp???dhil sa dami ng unique words namen??sample:

1.Law - "low"
2. Visual- di ba u wud pronounce it as "vishwhal"??ang basa namen jan eh "vis- wal"
3.Nangyayari- "nan-nya-nya-re"
4. Mango- "meyng-go"
5. Chocolate- normally pronounced as "chocko-late"= pinoy version, sa min sosy, "chock-lit"
6. Evil- "Ivil"
7. Gold- sa international version, pronounced as "ghold", sa plp, "Gold!" (matigas na dila..may stress)

malapit n ko mabuwang

2005-11-28T19:13:00.000-08:00

malapit n kong mabuwang d2 s bucaue. nbo2rd n ko gus2 ko ng umuwi at ayoko ng mgpraktium. nkk 20 hrs. n ko pero pr xang eternity. nmimiz ko n cn orange sn nnd2 cl. wl n kong msbi n mimiz ko n rin c dementor... hehehe!!!

DEMENTOR nanaman.......huhuhuhuhu

2005-11-06T22:16:00.000-08:00

c dementor nanaman prof natin...i just hate him... imagine pagtitiisan ko nanaman mga kayabangan nya sa buhay..compensation nanaman cya...tinigilan na nya ung musical instruments for a while, di-nivert naman nya attention nya sa spanish..QUE HORROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

QUOTES to REMEMBER:

1. I was created an artist.(tienes lng yan...)
2. I am not frustrated.(ows tlaga lang)
3. There are so many inutiles in English.(yabang...)

happy me

2005-11-02T20:09:00.000-08:00

ei sowi ulet tagal walang post anyway am so happy coz wel b havin our 1st monthsary na sa 8....la lang basta ang saya...guys mishu na sana pasukan na sbra mas lalo me lumobo ngayn..ang sarap kase kumain...second sem na...nbubuwisit ako DAHIL 2.5 LANG AKO SA EXPTL LAB!!!!BAKIT!!!!!!!D sa nagyayabang pero sure ako i dont deserve that grade...really...i was expecting at least 2.25...my god i was never absent dun...mataas prelims ko then ung major exams madali LALO NA UNG REPORTS...how come 2.5!!!!!!!!i don't get it...grrrrr......

hi

2005-10-26T22:32:00.000-07:00

hello sowi po ngayn lang nagpost anyway hapi po ko kase nakapasa tyong lahat this sem, astig tlaga!bad luck naman d pa kami tapos sa practicum pero ok lang yun, carry natin yan plp...

hrap ng test..

2005-10-10T18:51:00.000-07:00

ei guys ang hrap nung test ni vargas grabi buti nakabawi me sa back part ng test..pero the rest of the items?ay goodluck..vacation na ilang tulog nalang kaso ala namang silbi, kame we still have to complete the 70 hours for practicum then we have the thesis naman..personally am scared of taking the practicum for clinical psycho, i feel like it would be my doomsday..i pray talaga matanggap me sa medical city para at least medyo "secured" kumbaga kesa sa tlagang mental institution..

busy week

2005-10-06T03:03:00.000-07:00

hi peeps its thurz na finally!need to review for exams(wat's happening to me, the sophist in me returns!)am so relieved in the changes made in the practicum, unlimited na weeee!!!!!i don't want to fail in that stupid subject..anyway i also got to take revenge sa quizzes ni sir roda, nakabawi rin!!!!kahit naiinis ako ako dun dati, like ko na rin c dementor, good girl daw kase ako (anu ako, aso????humpf). Sad din me kase tpos na spanish 1 naten huhuhu wala na ung bloopers namen ni lei huhuhu, di na kame matatawag na chismosa...basta happy me sa ngyayari this week kahit pagod basta hapi ako...

postscript:

sa pinakamamahal kong plp-
uhm 4 days na tyo nagsispringfield
baka mapurga na tyo nyan...hehehe
payag na ko magBK tyo o chowking ule..
labshooo.....

October na...

2005-10-02T20:03:00.000-07:00

shocks we only have a week tpos finals na yaiks cramming nanaman, simulan ulit ang pagdadasal na sana pumasa..grabi halos ala rin pla tyo vacation coz of the thesis.sana tlaga madali lng gumawa ng thesis..hay wish ko lng..nangangamote na tayo dun huhuhu...ni hindi ko nga lam anu silbi ng thesis e..would they use it in the future?ganun pa rin ba karelevant yun in 10- 20 yrs span of time???i don't think so..knowing na undergrad ang gumawa pa?yeah siguro challenge sa tin yun, para maging logical tyo and detailed paminsan minsan, pero ung haba ng panahon ng pagiisip para dun, sa isang bagay na alam mung sa cabinet lang mapupunta at aamagin ng panahon (unless uv got lots of contacts and the means to publish ur work AND if gnun ka kabilib sa ginawa mung thesis), i don't think it's worth it. Fulfillment yeah pwede rin..pero pang short- term lang..

Practicum Mania at si Dementor...

2005-09-30T00:29:00.000-07:00

hay peeps guess what, i only have 30+ hours sa practicum dyahe diba!!!!!freaky...i don't understand ma'am glody tlaga...gulo kausap!!she said that we shouldn't worry bout the hours per se, then suddenly she would announce that we need to complete at least 60 hours of practicum!!!!wer on earth will i get that tym!on my part kase, wala naman sa dami ng oras yun..nsa development and progress ng athlete yun..dagdagan pa ng isang athlete na kinaiinisan ko..as in...nakakawalang gana....i really regret having a "sports psych" practicum, anu un, para tyong guinea pigs,tinetest?!?!and consideration naman sana diba...sila kaya maghabol sa athlete regarding sa counseling..humpf...

pahabol-----

c dementor tinigil muna na iprove painting prowess nya...expertise naman daw sa musical instruments gustong patunayan...freaky...naghihinala na tlaga ko na underdog cya nung maliit cya, kaya he tends to compensate...hehehe

VOCABULARY OF THE WEEK by DEMENTOR PICASSOH:

ELECTRON KEYBOARD = tinutugtog???? uhm o part ng atom????

para sa kanya...

2005-09-27T00:48:00.000-07:00

{wala lng, khit jologs cya, nagagandahan me sa kanta.....no further objections, susunod na po ako, i'd take the risk. . .thanks guys.... : )}

Di biro ang sumulat ng awitin para sa yo
Para akong isang sirang ulo, hilo at lito
Sa akin pang minanang piyano
Tiklado y pilit nilaro
Baka sakaling merong tono
Bigla na lang umusbong

Tungkol saan naman kayang awiting para sa yo
Di biro ang gawing sukat ang titik sa tono
Sampu man aking diksyonaryo
Kung ang tugma y di wasto
Basta’t isipin di magbabago
Damdamin ko sayo

(Chorus)
Araw-gabi
Nasa isip ka, napapanagip ka
Kahit san man magpunta
Araw-gabi
Nalalasing sa tuwa
Kapag kapiling ka
Araw-gabi tayong dalawa

Biruin mong nasabi ko
Ang nais kong ipahatid
Dapat mo lamang mabatid
Laman nitong dibdib
Tila sampung pa ang awitinang natapos kong likhain
Ito ang tunay na damdamin tanggapin at dinggin

(Repeat Chorus)

Araw-gabi tayong dalawa (2x)

(Repeat Chorus)

freaky..

2005-09-23T01:47:00.000-07:00

kahapon seryosong usapan kami ni gladys sa pav ng chess..u know naman na in denial ako di ba...sa sobrang freak out ko, i even asked sd, anak and jelo even kninang umaga i asked mykulite bout wat do guys usually do to let the girl feel that he wants to court her..dyahe, un na un e..as in seek refuge ako..I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO......gaya ng sabi ni gala, hanging moment ako...pati kina lele and she nakiusisero na rin ako...shocks tlaga...iba ung nararamdaman ko at nakikita ko sa iniisip ko...there are some things that my heart speaks that the mind can never understand..o god help........

uncertainty....

2005-09-22T02:42:00.000-07:00

dyahe tlaga di ko lam kung anu ba dpat sabihin o gawin...i want to dwell on the feeling but im scared of doing it...natatakot kase ako...wat if ako lng ang nkakafeel ng sumthing "weird".. dyahe db. ayoko naman masaktan nanaman ako..ayoko magmukhang tanga ulit..basta sguro mas mbuting ilagay ko nalang sa neurons ko na hindi mangyayari yun...nagiillusion lang ako...

lei....

2005-09-20T20:05:00.000-07:00

hayaan mo nalang un... dnt fil bad na ha?ibat- iba tyo ng pagkatao kaw my limit ka, gnun din ang iba..hyaan mo nalang...try to be more understanding ok..khit na sinsabi m that u have reached your limit...remember what iman had said,pagpasenshahan... if other people doesnt know that they hurt u na, it doesnt mean na u have to pile up ol your feelings then explode...mas mganda kung wag mo nalang pansinin kase hindi naman na importante yun...alalahanin mo nalang ibang tao..u know what i mean...mas madaming bagay na dapat icipin at ikatuwa kesa maiinis ka sa di naman mahalga...labsyu, dont mind them, they still have much to learn, understand pa ha...malalaman din nla yun.

I Found It

2005-09-20T00:05:00.000-07:00

whew!after 4 days of endless searching in my tsunami- rocked room, in classrooms and asking my classmates about my spanish polyetos, i found it na!!!!i found it tucked inside the table- sa spnish room namin....freaky, i can't explain the feeling i dont know if am going to be happy, relieved, angry dhil ang tanga tanga ko naiwan ko..bsta kakaiba!it's a small thing but i even prayed to st. anthony to please help me find my book..all my notes are there, my scribbles, mga daldalan namin ni lei, my quizzes, lahat about spanish... next tym tlaga id be extra careful in handling my things...thank u god nakita ko ulit un..muaaaahhhhh

NAWAWALA SPANISH KOOOO

2005-09-16T22:28:00.000-07:00

ei pipol kung nakita nyo naman spanish wrkbuk ko pabalik naman.......huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

PLP

2005-09-16T20:21:00.000-07:00

time to talk about my brkada sa kolehiyo..
ibat-ibang pinagmulang schools
ibat-ibang pagkatao
ibat-ibang takbo ng utak
ibat-ibang kabaliwan

pero...

sa kabila ng tampuhan
sa kabila ng tulugan(toca la campana) at daldalan

buo parin sa loob ng tatlong taon...
at sa darating pa....sana...

PLP

sa totoo lang wla namang nagplan na {PLP} tlaga name naming 7, bsta bigla nalng...

1. TIPHANIE
- a.k.a Dyosa
- parang kumakain ng chocolate lage sa sbrang hyper..parang gulong...
- "ameyzing"- with the matching choreo...
- tissue girl
- ang laking silbi ng car nya...since majority samin e mahina sa pagtanda ng bgong lugar..

2. JACQUELINE
- a.k.a Lola, TLC
- pinakamatanda sa brkada, sa clas, sa batch, sa college, sa university, sa country, sa mundo... in short matanda na tlaga
- narcoleptic..."duermes tu, duermes tu...toca la campana.."
- buong bahay nya dala
- bibo sa org...sali dito sali dun...EHEM.....

3. GHALA
- malakas kumain like me
- tagagawa ng blog ko
- tinuruan ako humarap sa problema lalo pag sinsabi ko na di ko kaya
- parang ate ko (pag nagsermon, c orange nanay ko, c arra lola ko)
- mamimiss ko ung serious talks namin- buhay nya, buhay ko...lahat ng pwede pagusapan

4. ARIANNE
- expert sa pc
- minsan lang magalit pero pag nagalit, RUN FOR UR LYF!!!!!!!
- laging nagpapaalala sa kin na lage anjan c god for me
- ang mga reviewer
- chief editor ng thesis (astig tlaga)
- magaling sa paggawa ng short story (short sa tingin nya, sa tingin ko nobela na yun..)

5. VERON
- salamat sa mga usap, at tiwala
- priority family
- biglang sumusulpot, biglang nawawala
- pinakasexy samin (hayyyyyy)

6. ORANGE
- AYYYYYYY!!!(expression nya pag kinkilig, bgla- bgla nalang tpos sa tenga mo pa isisgaw freaky...
- nagintroduce sa kin sa bibbo
- d kumpleto araw ko pag di ko sya nkikita as in
- desperate hauswives fan
- tagacorrect ng mga maling kinakanta ko...(take me as i ...., ang awit ng kbataan ang...)
- msarap iwanan sa "foreign" place..
- artist yan

7.CARLA
.....ako......

nakakasar

2005-09-13T01:41:00.000-07:00

basta naiinis ako ngayn...dyahe...nakakairita leah huhuhu naiinis ako.....

napagalitan ako dahil kay dementor

2005-09-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

dahil sa di mapigilang inis kay dementor aka picassoh aka boninih nagsumbong ako sa nanay ko nung minsang tumawag sya sakin from melbourne....akala ko may kakampi na ko...peste hindi pla....

nanay: o how's ur studies?

neneng: ok lang, my teacher makes me sck..

nanay: bkit?will you fail? (nanay ko tlaga alam na mega talino ako o...)

neneng: nope...it's just that my teacher thinks that he's too smart...watdaheck...

nanay: (sinimulan na ang litanya....at take note nagtagalog na...)
bkit ba kayo ang dami nyo reklamo sa prof nyo bakit kayo ba perfect?pag matalino na kayo ng higit sa kanya cge hiritan nyo na!kahit dumaldal pa yan, so wat, mamamatay b kayo sa kayabangan nya blahblahblah...

neneng: a.....a.....a.....a......(d na makaenter kase parang machinegun c mama..)

insight: NAGSISI AKO SANA D KO NALNG KINUWENTO PESTE!!!!!!
DEMENTOR PAHAMAK KA TLGAAAAAAAAA humph huhuhuhuhuhu

my umutot

2005-09-11T23:57:00.000-07:00

bad trip pipol dito me sa lib with orange ghala and arra, kanina may umutot mega baho dyahe...alam nyo un in the middle of a serious conversation, bgla nalang may naamuy kame.....like a thief in da night......un pla nsa likod namin ang suspect...bad trip pero nakakatawa....

2005-09-08T00:27:00.000-07:00

there are days when i regret
the things i said 'bout you
i put my trust in no one
it broke my heart
and i blamed it on you
you were kind
and all so gentle
but i refused to see
that someone like you existed
now im somewhere in denial
but i am still loving you

i cried myself to sleep last night
when i woke up
there were tear stains on my pillow
it hurts so much to sacrifice
what i gave up
without you in my life
i will always be lonely
loosin' the love from sum1 like you...
not a day goes by without something
remindin me of you
the truth is that i miss you
it gets so hard
not being with you
there are times when i go crazy
in the twilight of the night
how i long to be your woman again
there's a pain that i hold
that will not let me go..

i don't wanna make this too hard
but i just wanna be where you are
in your life, by your side
forever..

what a sight!!!!

2005-09-05T21:27:00.000-07:00

naloka naman ako dun sa cheerdance sobra...hindi ako naamaze, nawindang ako..meron pwede kana matulog sa sbrang boring tlaga, meron naman may censored(salamat kay orange nkita ko)...bad trip ANG BORING....SANA D NAKO PUMASOK...NATUWA LANG AKO SA PSYCH DANCERS ASTIGGGGG!!!nakakairita pa ang sikip nakakangawit ung umupo sabay ung direction ng paa mo kung san san nalang kase kung hindi may masisipa ka....freaky...unang blooper, ung college shirt late dumating...anu ba yun...(nalabhan pa kaya un kung kinagabihan o kinaumagahan mo na natanggap????salamat sa yaya ko mautak, dri-ny to da max!!!!!), ikalawa, ung site ng opening ceremony dyahe ha, ung faculty nakatayo na rin!!!!(ok lang, kung ako ung student kahit titigan pako ng prof para paupuin cya, NO WAYYYYY!!!!!) ay, nakita nyo ba c ma'am bance at c ma'am balmeo?freaky ang cute ng porma...theyr goin to catch some isda in the sea huh!! sabi ni orange c ma'am bance daw multi tasker- pwede magbasketbol, mag golf at mangisda...napaghahalatang science pipol ang porma...pang under the sea!!!!

2005-09-02T22:49:00.000-07:00

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear
Deep in the stillness I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)

That you are my forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday

'Cause you are my forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe that angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

mood swings 101

2005-09-02T21:55:00.000-07:00

la lang, sad me ngayon sobra (lei orange ghala arra wag nyo po ko pagagalitan..) it's been two months already that my bf and i broke up, 2m0nths na rin alang usap.. (ex na pla tawag dun ngyon..) yet the pain still lingers on.i feel like something bore a hole in me..the way i feel right now is far more different from the pain that i went through with my first bf..sobra...worse yung ngayon..i can't cry pero ung nadadama ko gustung gusto na sumabog..others say it's his loss and that i should move on with my life WITHOUT him, but they just don't understand...i remember going to batangas to be with him, and that he would dance me para kaming eng- eng, slo- mo pa ung sayaw imagine..and he would introduce me sa mga kapatid nya and to his friends..i told myself before "sya na nga ciguro ung pinagdadasal ko every night.." but then, cguro its our differences that brought him to leave me. that's why i don't like going to batangas, kasi naaalala ko lang un..sabi ko nga kay God "lord, y do i have to go through these things again, sana po wag na ko malungkot kung masaya na rin lang sya..." am praying na sana makarecover na ko...madalas kase dumarating parin yung point na am asking myself na kung naging mas supportive ba ko, kung naging maganda ba ako, kung naging mature ako based sa standard nya..MAGHIHIWALAY KAYA KAMI?..and sana kung makakapagsalita lng ang heart ko, at kung nakakarinig lng puso nya, gusto ko sabihin "dad aantayin kita..at sori..." magpapasko na, gaya nga nung sinasabi ko kay ghala, namimiss ko na ung may nagaalaga sa kin, ung may nagmamahal..Sori peeps sad lang tlaga ko..

thesis comeback...WHY OH WHY!!!!!!!

2005-08-30T18:38:00.000-07:00

hello peeps hay thesis season nanaman..back to regular programming ng pagbisita sa lib...drafting na grabi akala yata ng authorities mega dali gumawa ng polished chaps.1 and 2! anyway kaya naman natin yan, september na tomorrow, shocks, 6 months nalang ng pagtatyga sa mga tambak na work and 6 MONTHS NALANG TYO MAGKAKASAMA...freaky nu, as usual late reaction nanaman ako about this topic, minsan lang kasi ako sinasaniban ng pagka SOPHIST ko...basta ako, what we have ryt now, kahit na may mga issues na nagdidivide sa ting lahat, masaya ako dhil sa apat na taon nating magkaksama, i know, if somebody shouts, "Where's the 4C?", all of us will be proud to stand..hindi naman kase mawawala ung differences, tampuhan, ung mga misunderstandings..kase sa khit sang pagsasama, kailangan mangyri ung mga ganung event para magmature, mas tumibay ung samahan..sana lang khit na iba iba tyo ng ugali, ng views, respect will always be there, and ung concern sa isat- isa....

ang magic ni sra. ********

2005-08-23T17:26:00.000-07:00

hindi ko lam anu meron si sra. basta ang alam ko pag tuwing clas sa spanish umiikot ang mundo namen sa mga nkakalitong verbo regulares at ang pesteng YO TU EL ELLA USTED blahblahblah (kabisado ni mike un...hehehe)

Mga bloopers sa SPN 1...

new words to learn.......

1. CONTESTAS = CONTESTES (ako may sagot nyan kakahiya...nakatingin kase ako dun sa ER)
2. BEBO = BEBOT
3. LEER = YOW LEEOWW (courtesy of ali) yo leo lang naman dapat yun..

sayang ala si leah kundi naku mas ok sana(watdaheck asan nanaman ba kase nagsusuot yun..)

ay bgo ko pala malimutan..

may bibong sagot si leah na ikinaloka ni señora dati:

SRA.: translate mo hija mija- QUE CLIMA ES?

Lei: uhm...WHAT WEATHER????

(at nawalan kaming lahat ng ulirat kakatawa)

stabbed...

2005-08-18T19:14:00.000-07:00

it's still you...........

who sees the inner me
who brings me to the highest heavens
who holds my heart
who touched my soul
who i still look for in each moment
who taught me how to love unconditionally....

but now that you're gone-

i want you to know
that wherever you are,
my soul waits for you
in the bay where i first saw you
no hatred, no regret
faithfully i shall stand against the waves
and pray that youll come back home-
because no matter what

IT'S STILL YOU..

1 kwentong kutsero sa 4C...

2005-08-12T18:02:00.000-07:00

scene 1........................

Sra: blah blah blah(spanish e di ko rin magets) what is the english translation of this phrase???

(nakita kame ni leah nagdadaldalan)

Sra: (nakatingin samen) mga chismosa! you hija mija(kay leah nkatingin, un pla saken my gulay..)translate the sentence!

Carla: anu daw? san na bang part?(napaghahalatang di tlaga nakikinig)

Leah: eto daw!(tinurn ung next page- wrong info, ung dapat na itranslate e andun sa previous page)

Carla: hindi!!!eto dapat!eto un diba! eto!(tinuturo ung page na may dialogue)

Leah: hindi! un ngang kabila eh!

Mike: Anu ba! Ung may naguusap!

(mga 5mins. nakatanga si sra. kakaabang kung kelan ako sasagot at kung kelan matatapos debate namen ni leah sa kung anung page dapat itranslate..pesteng translation yan..)

LESSON FOR DA DAY: bago dumaldal dapat alamin yung page na dinidiscuss then back to regular programming ng pagdaldal)
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