hay peeps guess what, i only have 30+ hours sa practicum dyahe diba!!!!!freaky...i don't understand ma'am glody tlaga...gulo kausap!!she said that we shouldn't worry bout the hours per se, then suddenly she would announce that we need to complete at least 60 hours of practicum!!!!wer on earth will i get that tym!on my part kase, wala naman sa dami ng oras yun..nsa development and progress ng athlete yun..dagdagan pa ng isang athlete na kinaiinisan ko..as in...nakakawalang gana....i really regret having a "sports psych" practicum, anu un, para tyong guinea pigs,tinetest?!?!and consideration naman sana diba...sila kaya maghabol sa athlete regarding sa counseling..humpf...
pahabol-----
c dementor tinigil muna na iprove painting prowess nya...expertise naman daw sa musical instruments gustong patunayan...freaky...naghihinala na tlaga ko na underdog cya nung maliit cya, kaya he tends to compensate...hehehe
VOCABULARY OF THE WEEK by DEMENTOR PICASSOH:
ELECTRON KEYBOARD = tinutugtog???? uhm o part ng atom????
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at 12:29 AM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
para sa kanya...
{wala lng, khit jologs cya, nagagandahan me sa kanta.....no further objections, susunod na po ako, i'd take the risk. . .thanks guys.... : )}
Di biro ang sumulat ng awitin para sa yo
Para akong isang sirang ulo, hilo at lito
Sa akin pang minanang piyano
Tiklado y pilit nilaro
Baka sakaling merong tono
Bigla na lang umusbong
Tungkol saan naman kayang awiting para sa yo
Di biro ang gawing sukat ang titik sa tono
Sampu man aking diksyonaryo
Kung ang tugma y di wasto
Basta’t isipin di magbabago
Damdamin ko sayo
(Chorus)
Araw-gabi
Nasa isip ka, napapanagip ka
Kahit san man magpunta
Araw-gabi
Nalalasing sa tuwa
Kapag kapiling ka
Araw-gabi tayong dalawa
Biruin mong nasabi ko
Ang nais kong ipahatid
Dapat mo lamang mabatid
Laman nitong dibdib
Tila sampung pa ang awitinang natapos kong likhain
Ito ang tunay na damdamin tanggapin at dinggin
(Repeat Chorus)
Araw-gabi tayong dalawa (2x)
(Repeat Chorus)
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at 12:48 AM
Friday, September 23, 2005
freaky..
kahapon seryosong usapan kami ni gladys sa pav ng chess..u know naman na in denial ako di ba...sa sobrang freak out ko, i even asked sd, anak and jelo even kninang umaga i asked mykulite bout wat do guys usually do to let the girl feel that he wants to court her..dyahe, un na un e..as in seek refuge ako..I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO......gaya ng sabi ni gala, hanging moment ako...pati kina lele and she nakiusisero na rin ako...shocks tlaga...iba ung nararamdaman ko at nakikita ko sa iniisip ko...there are some things that my heart speaks that the mind can never understand..o god help........
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at 1:47 AM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
uncertainty....
dyahe tlaga di ko lam kung anu ba dpat sabihin o gawin...i want to dwell on the feeling but im scared of doing it...natatakot kase ako...wat if ako lng ang nkakafeel ng sumthing "weird".. dyahe db. ayoko naman masaktan nanaman ako..ayoko magmukhang tanga ulit..basta sguro mas mbuting ilagay ko nalang sa neurons ko na hindi mangyayari yun...nagiillusion lang ako...
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at 2:42 AM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
lei....
hayaan mo nalang un... dnt fil bad na ha?ibat- iba tyo ng pagkatao kaw my limit ka, gnun din ang iba..hyaan mo nalang...try to be more understanding ok..khit na sinsabi m that u have reached your limit...remember what iman had said,pagpasenshahan... if other people doesnt know that they hurt u na, it doesnt mean na u have to pile up ol your feelings then explode...mas mganda kung wag mo nalang pansinin kase hindi naman na importante yun...alalahanin mo nalang ibang tao..u know what i mean...mas madaming bagay na dapat icipin at ikatuwa kesa maiinis ka sa di naman mahalga...labsyu, dont mind them, they still have much to learn, understand pa ha...malalaman din nla yun.
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at 8:05 PM
I Found It
whew!after 4 days of endless searching in my tsunami- rocked room, in classrooms and asking my classmates about my spanish polyetos, i found it na!!!!i found it tucked inside the table- sa spnish room namin....freaky, i can't explain the feeling i dont know if am going to be happy, relieved, angry dhil ang tanga tanga ko naiwan ko..bsta kakaiba!it's a small thing but i even prayed to st. anthony to please help me find my book..all my notes are there, my scribbles, mga daldalan namin ni lei, my quizzes, lahat about spanish... next tym tlaga id be extra careful in handling my things...thank u god nakita ko ulit un..muaaaahhhhh
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at 12:05 AM
Friday, September 16, 2005
NAWAWALA SPANISH KOOOO
ei pipol kung nakita nyo naman spanish wrkbuk ko pabalik naman.......huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
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at 10:28 PM
PLP
time to talk about my brkada sa kolehiyo..
ibat-ibang pinagmulang schools
ibat-ibang pagkatao
ibat-ibang takbo ng utak
ibat-ibang kabaliwan
pero...
sa kabila ng tampuhan
sa kabila ng tulugan(toca la campana) at daldalan
buo parin sa loob ng tatlong taon...
at sa darating pa....sana...
PLP
sa totoo lang wla namang nagplan na {PLP} tlaga name naming 7, bsta bigla nalng...
1. TIPHANIE
- a.k.a Dyosa
- parang kumakain ng chocolate lage sa sbrang hyper..parang gulong...
- "ameyzing"- with the matching choreo...
- tissue girl
- ang laking silbi ng car nya...since majority samin e mahina sa pagtanda ng bgong lugar..
2. JACQUELINE
- a.k.a Lola, TLC
- pinakamatanda sa brkada, sa clas, sa batch, sa college, sa university, sa country, sa mundo... in short matanda na tlaga
- narcoleptic..."duermes tu, duermes tu...toca la campana.."
- buong bahay nya dala
- bibo sa org...sali dito sali dun...EHEM.....
3. GHALA
- malakas kumain like me
- tagagawa ng blog ko
- tinuruan ako humarap sa problema lalo pag sinsabi ko na di ko kaya
- parang ate ko (pag nagsermon, c orange nanay ko, c arra lola ko)
- mamimiss ko ung serious talks namin- buhay nya, buhay ko...lahat ng pwede pagusapan
4. ARIANNE
- expert sa pc
- minsan lang magalit pero pag nagalit, RUN FOR UR LYF!!!!!!!
- laging nagpapaalala sa kin na lage anjan c god for me
- ang mga reviewer
- chief editor ng thesis (astig tlaga)
- magaling sa paggawa ng short story (short sa tingin nya, sa tingin ko nobela na yun..)
5. VERON
- salamat sa mga usap, at tiwala
- priority family
- biglang sumusulpot, biglang nawawala
- pinakasexy samin (hayyyyyy)
6. ORANGE
- AYYYYYYY!!!(expression nya pag kinkilig, bgla- bgla nalang tpos sa tenga mo pa isisgaw freaky...
- nagintroduce sa kin sa bibbo
- d kumpleto araw ko pag di ko sya nkikita as in
- desperate hauswives fan
- tagacorrect ng mga maling kinakanta ko...(take me as i ...., ang awit ng kbataan ang...)
- msarap iwanan sa "foreign" place..
- artist yan
7.CARLA
.....ako......
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at 8:21 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
nakakasar
basta naiinis ako ngayn...dyahe...nakakairita leah huhuhu naiinis ako.....
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at 1:41 AM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
napagalitan ako dahil kay dementor
dahil sa di mapigilang inis kay dementor aka picassoh aka boninih nagsumbong ako sa nanay ko nung minsang tumawag sya sakin from melbourne....akala ko may kakampi na ko...peste hindi pla....
nanay: o how's ur studies?
neneng: ok lang, my teacher makes me sck..
nanay: bkit?will you fail? (nanay ko tlaga alam na mega talino ako o...)
neneng: nope...it's just that my teacher thinks that he's too smart...watdaheck...
nanay: (sinimulan na ang litanya....at take note nagtagalog na...)
bkit ba kayo ang dami nyo reklamo sa prof nyo bakit kayo ba perfect?pag matalino na kayo ng higit sa kanya cge hiritan nyo na!kahit dumaldal pa yan, so wat, mamamatay b kayo sa kayabangan nya blahblahblah...
neneng: a.....a.....a.....a......(d na makaenter kase parang machinegun c mama..)
insight: NAGSISI AKO SANA D KO NALNG KINUWENTO PESTE!!!!!!
DEMENTOR PAHAMAK KA TLGAAAAAAAAA humph huhuhuhuhuhu
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at 11:59 PM
my umutot
bad trip pipol dito me sa lib with orange ghala and arra, kanina may umutot mega baho dyahe...alam nyo un in the middle of a serious conversation, bgla nalang may naamuy kame.....like a thief in da night......un pla nsa likod namin ang suspect...bad trip pero nakakatawa....
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at 11:57 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
there are days when i regret
the things i said 'bout you
i put my trust in no one
it broke my heart
and i blamed it on you
you were kind
and all so gentle
but i refused to see
that someone like you existed
now im somewhere in denial
but i am still loving you
i cried myself to sleep last night
when i woke up
there were tear stains on my pillow
it hurts so much to sacrifice
what i gave up
without you in my life
i will always be lonely
loosin' the love from sum1 like you...
not a day goes by without something
remindin me of you
the truth is that i miss you
it gets so hard
not being with you
there are times when i go crazy
in the twilight of the night
how i long to be your woman again
there's a pain that i hold
that will not let me go..
i don't wanna make this too hard
but i just wanna be where you are
in your life, by your side
forever..
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at 12:27 AM
Monday, September 05, 2005
what a sight!!!!
naloka naman ako dun sa cheerdance sobra...hindi ako naamaze, nawindang ako..meron pwede kana matulog sa sbrang boring tlaga, meron naman may censored(salamat kay orange nkita ko)...bad trip ANG BORING....SANA D NAKO PUMASOK...NATUWA LANG AKO SA PSYCH DANCERS ASTIGGGGG!!!nakakairita pa ang sikip nakakangawit ung umupo sabay ung direction ng paa mo kung san san nalang kase kung hindi may masisipa ka....freaky...unang blooper, ung college shirt late dumating...anu ba yun...(nalabhan pa kaya un kung kinagabihan o kinaumagahan mo na natanggap????salamat sa yaya ko mautak, dri-ny to da max!!!!!), ikalawa, ung site ng opening ceremony dyahe ha, ung faculty nakatayo na rin!!!!(ok lang, kung ako ung student kahit titigan pako ng prof para paupuin cya, NO WAYYYYY!!!!!) ay, nakita nyo ba c ma'am bance at c ma'am balmeo?freaky ang cute ng porma...theyr goin to catch some isda in the sea huh!! sabi ni orange c ma'am bance daw multi tasker- pwede magbasketbol, mag golf at mangisda...napaghahalatang science pipol ang porma...pang under the sea!!!!
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at 9:27 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear
Deep in the stillness I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are my forever love
And you are watching over me from up above
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe that angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave
Fly me up
To where you are beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
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at 10:49 PM
mood swings 101
la lang, sad me ngayon sobra (lei orange ghala arra wag nyo po ko pagagalitan..) it's been two months already that my bf and i broke up, 2m0nths na rin alang usap.. (ex na pla tawag dun ngyon..) yet the pain still lingers on.i feel like something bore a hole in me..the way i feel right now is far more different from the pain that i went through with my first bf..sobra...worse yung ngayon..i can't cry pero ung nadadama ko gustung gusto na sumabog..others say it's his loss and that i should move on with my life WITHOUT him, but they just don't understand...i remember going to batangas to be with him, and that he would dance me para kaming eng- eng, slo- mo pa ung sayaw imagine..and he would introduce me sa mga kapatid nya and to his friends..i told myself before "sya na nga ciguro ung pinagdadasal ko every night.." but then, cguro its our differences that brought him to leave me. that's why i don't like going to batangas, kasi naaalala ko lang un..sabi ko nga kay God "lord, y do i have to go through these things again, sana po wag na ko malungkot kung masaya na rin lang sya..." am praying na sana makarecover na ko...madalas kase dumarating parin yung point na am asking myself na kung naging mas supportive ba ko, kung naging maganda ba ako, kung naging mature ako based sa standard nya..MAGHIHIWALAY KAYA KAMI?..and sana kung makakapagsalita lng ang heart ko, at kung nakakarinig lng puso nya, gusto ko sabihin "dad aantayin kita..at sori..." magpapasko na, gaya nga nung sinasabi ko kay ghala, namimiss ko na ung may nagaalaga sa kin, ung may nagmamahal..Sori peeps sad lang tlaga ko..
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at 9:55 PM
