i lost my dad..so soon..actually i did not recognize it, or maybe i was still hoping that one day, he could get up from that bed, and eat crispy pata and everything..he was a strong man, stronger than any daddy in the world..hes my life, the cause of my existence.he never let us feel that hes in pain, he made us calm even though he knew that he would leave us anytime..just came from Singapore, he wanted me to find my life there. he didnt want to see me helpless here in the phils., he wanted me to be happy.on the day before i left, i talked to him, i told him, "tay pagaling ka ha? gusto ko pagbalik ko, magaling kana para makauwi na tayo.." yet when i came back, hes weak, heavy as a sack of rice..when i arrived in our room, he showed me the sweetest smile a father can give to his baby..and i miss him..i miss his voice...sabi ko nga sana ako nalang ung nakahiga dun para di nya mafeel ung pain ng sakit nya..i wanted him to live, PERO UST KILLED HIM. Medical malpractice..is that ust? my god, am a graduate of ust, and im ashamed that i studied there..really...MEDICAL MALPRACTICE..shame on them...soeday we will get even..
[ `take my hand* ]
at 6:33 PM
